Cry Baby

I don't know what it is, but Crossfit is totally an emotional outlet for me. &&& That means sometimes I cry.

I get so mad at myself!

I don't know if I cry simply because I'm tired, the WOD is hard, or because it's my safe zone.

I'm thinking the last one.

I walked in the box today feeling so good. I just completed another day!

Then it was like all the emotions I was trying to hide bubbled up.

Then I got mad at myself. Then it got worse.

For the most part I was able to hold it together, but shit dude.

I hope this isn't the next 6 months of my life.

I'm sure it'll happen more, but I hope it gets better.

I really am doing pretty good! Or so I thought.

Perhaps I'm just bottling my emotions...